ENNUI

Battling through these twisted ruins of incomplete dreams
My emotions keep pulling me down
Beneath the violent seas of existence
Like a floodtide drowning the shoreline
Darkness climbs these four walls that surround me
With the malicious intent to plunder my mind and ravage my soul
I scream out with a soundless tongue to be redeemed from this mass illusion
My demons keep pulling me down further and further 
Into this chasm filled with grotesque thoughts of self-destruction
I'm trapped in this vortex of fathomless failures, a malevolent curse
Out of desperation I beg and plead to be granted sanctuary
From this unbearable epoch of amaranthine failures
That constantly causes those around me to burn with ceaseless disappointment
Scratching the surface of my purgatory with a razor blade
Cutting through these veins that bleed affliction and condemnation
I free the perturbation that infiltrated my brain and poisoned my mind.
Through my damnation I found my redemption.